Why is it that people tend to step on quiet people and see them as weak, unintelligent or way too intelligent, awkward, boring, waste of space, intimidating at times, strange, etc ?
( I do have a mental disorder, but even when I'm not nervous I'm still quiet. I don't feel the awkwardness of silence that other people do.. so ~I think I'm just naturally like this. )
I'm pretty tired of being described as "that quiet girl......"
It actually makes me a little annoyed that they can't find any better way to describe me. It's like I'm just an object that just sits there and has no meaning
I get asked, "Why are you so quiet?"
After a while, people just decide to pretend I'm not there literally...
Like my existence is not even acknowledged.
I thought this wouldn't happen again but it did.
When school started I was doing pretty good...but then I just gave up because I've come to the conclusion that no amount of medication can really help me.....
My doctor is incredibly fixed on the idea that Celexa is right for me, but he did prescribe me a higher dose.............
I also dislike being compared to my sister who is one year older and extremely outgoing. My parents are disappointed in me not being like her.