Clonazepam and Lamictal

[Turtle]

Most of us would prefer no drugs, myself being one of those people. The reality for many of us though, is that if our moods are not within a reasonable range, then drugs are needed to regulate our moods.

I am on meds, and I can definitely "feel". In fact, I can feel better than ever before, because my brain has slowed down enough to let me think and process things.

There are different options in order to not feel "zombified" by the drugs. I don't dispute that that's not a good feeling, but working with a doctor or psychiatrist can often help eliminate or reduce many of the side effects.

For myself, I started on one med and it was fine except for one side effect I didn't like. By adding a low dose of another med, it got rid of 99% of that side effect.

There are definitely solutions for most side effects, and while I think it's great that you've managed to get yourself to a place where you don't feel you need meds at this point, I think it's important to stress that for the majority of people struggling with mood disorders, meds really are vital.

[David Baxter]

I weaned from lamictal just this year,,,it was indeed the drug for me,,,set my imbalance straight? or gave me the courage to set my imbalance straight?

I prefer NO drugs, I am able to "really feel", I think i like this!! Think the drugs zombified me, lol.

No, they didn't. It probably felt like that to you - that's an unfortunate characteristic of bipolar disorder, and one of the primary reasons individuals with bipolar disorder are noncompliant with recommended medications.

I can pretty much guarantee that those around you didn't see it the same way, though.

[STP]

No, they didn't. It probably felt like that to you - that's an unfortunate characteristic of bipolar disorder, and one of the primary reasons individuals with bipolar disorder are noncompliant with recommended medications.

I can pretty much guarantee that those around you didn't see it the same way, though.

I can agree with this. I feel a little "slow" on my meds sometimes but I feel that wayI think because I was use to having a lot of speedy, crzy thoughts.

As far as bieng compliant with meds I just got in a little argument with my dad today because I want to quit some meds and he wants me to stay on them because apparently this combo is the best he has seen me on in years, and I see it differently...I have no idea where I was going with that...sorry

Medication saved my life. Not to be darmatic but it really did.

(I hope some of that makes sense)

[Turtle]

We often can't see the changes and impacts our meds have on us, but those around us can. I know for myself as well there was a time when I said they weren't working and I was going off them, but others could see the change. Having an objective view is really beneficial and I'm glad your dad was able to give you that feedback.

And, I think you make an important point about how having crazy, speedy thoughts (which isn't normal) makes "normal" seem slow...I totally understand...again, an objective opinion I think is key here.