butterfly90
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Hi everyone. I've been in various kinds of relationships where it mostly ended bad, with a big fight and I could never be friends with the exes. My only problem was I usually ended up with guys who were never worth my time.
This time was different. Somewhat a year ago I met the sweetest, most caring, most wonderful guy one could wish for. We had an amazing relationship where we could be friends and still have something more. We could talk about anything. He was my mentor, I was his, and honestly, we never thought anything bad would hit us. This lasted for 5-6 months. For 2 of those, we were together everyday. Then he had to leave, so the relationship became long distant. We saw each other every month, spent weekends together, the holidays and so on. Then something in his life changed. He went through some troubles that had nothing to do with our relationship. I supported him through out all of this but he became more distant from me. Obviously, we started fighting which ended up in a break up. He broke up with me, claiming we were "different." We still loved each other so the break up only went on for about a month and a half and then we decided to give it another try. That's when he stopped showing his emotions to me. He stopped saying he loved me and told me that he wasn't sure about our future. When we broke up for the second time, I asked him to tell me he didn't love me for closure, but he said he wouldn't. Does that mean that he does? If he does, why wouldn't he tell me?
He is not an ordinary guy. If he was, I would have never posted this.
I'm left very heartbroken. I feel like he was my perfect guy and now I can't trust anyone...This is not the first time it has happened to me, but it's the first time I'm left highly dissapointed of someone. We remain "friends" because we know we will miss each other if we didn't. Am I making the right decision here? or just fooling myself? Is this the end, or could there be something...ever?
I would appreciate any kind of support...I really don't know how I go on...
This time was different. Somewhat a year ago I met the sweetest, most caring, most wonderful guy one could wish for. We had an amazing relationship where we could be friends and still have something more. We could talk about anything. He was my mentor, I was his, and honestly, we never thought anything bad would hit us. This lasted for 5-6 months. For 2 of those, we were together everyday. Then he had to leave, so the relationship became long distant. We saw each other every month, spent weekends together, the holidays and so on. Then something in his life changed. He went through some troubles that had nothing to do with our relationship. I supported him through out all of this but he became more distant from me. Obviously, we started fighting which ended up in a break up. He broke up with me, claiming we were "different." We still loved each other so the break up only went on for about a month and a half and then we decided to give it another try. That's when he stopped showing his emotions to me. He stopped saying he loved me and told me that he wasn't sure about our future. When we broke up for the second time, I asked him to tell me he didn't love me for closure, but he said he wouldn't. Does that mean that he does? If he does, why wouldn't he tell me?
He is not an ordinary guy. If he was, I would have never posted this.
I'm left very heartbroken. I feel like he was my perfect guy and now I can't trust anyone...This is not the first time it has happened to me, but it's the first time I'm left highly dissapointed of someone. We remain "friends" because we know we will miss each other if we didn't. Am I making the right decision here? or just fooling myself? Is this the end, or could there be something...ever?
I would appreciate any kind of support...I really don't know how I go on...
