"I'm exhausted and so tired. I would really love for someone to look after me for a change"
I hear you rdw and i do understand one can only give and give of themselves till one does get exhausted.
I do hope that you can reach out to someone to help you just take a break from it all and saying that i do understand also if you cannot.
If you can just take a few minutes even for you just to close your eyes or have a drink you enjoy just 10 minutes to replenish you energy. I am not one to give advice really as a fellow caregiver i know how hard it can get. Hope you can get some much needed rest sending you some hugs if that is ok