Hey, I have been suffering from depression for quite a while now. I find that I can only find real of happiness with a woman I'm in love with. They become the only person I'm really happy with, the only person I feel I can be myself with, unfortunately 'myself' seems to be this reliant, but verbally abusive person (my Mother, scarily). This causes my partners to leave and the vicious circle goes on.
I have very little motivation for anything other than finding another woman to be with and even that is dwindling. I have a poor job, make very little money and no real hobbies. Any tips or links to a way I can overcome this and depression/confidence issues in general? Many thanks.