I feel so alone. I was raped in 2009. I feel like it's my secret. Like I can't tell anyone. Than this past year, Jan 2015, my rapist showed up at my apartment. He found me. Once again I feel like I feel like I can't tell people because they don't know the original situation. Why is it that he broke the law but I feel like I'm hiding. Even writing this message feels like I'm exposing myself.