Change in My Emotional Life.

[Curious]

I have been emotional all my life especially negative. Today I am extremely emotional because of my wife and my problems. I have changed, yet I do not understand the change from negativity to my emotions. I like the new me, which is extroverted and not introverted and it makes me wonder how that happened? I love everyone faults and all, when before I judged all, now I don't. I can see (to a point) our suffering with our different, health problems, but they the problems are more than I can take because I personally feel I do not deserve them or neither my wife. Curious.

 

[amazingmouse]

Curious, do you have, or could you find a church counsellor/priest or another counsellor/therapist you can talk to about these problems?

 

[Curious]

No and this is the reason why? I lost my beloved wife because of her disease and had to move from North Carolina to my oldest sons house in Lawrenceville, GA.( I feel totally lost). I have medical insurance, but have to wait until it's upgraded for Lawrenceville. (I have serious hearing problems and have to get into peoples faces to hear them. Today's medical profession is only interested in getting paid and not helping people who have serious problems like depression, hearing and remembering). I would think if these medical people wanted to help them they themselves with there experience's in medicines, they would care enough to help until something could be worked out to relieve there problems.

This is what happens when ones life turns bad. I would think ones happiness would come first not last. I can't commit suicide because I am a coward and do not know what is on the other side of life. Are theses circumstances absolutely necessary?

This is today's medical service, money first service last. Curious Paul

 

[MHealthJo]

It sounds like you have had some experiences where you have not been able to receive the help that you needed Paul.

I am so sorry that you have not had enough specialised assistance to get the help you need.

I do feel that as people age, often their problems become quite complex, and really they require some sort of assistant or case manager to really work closely with them, ongoingly, with the goal of improving their quality of life.

Actually, I think with the complexity of many problems, probably everyone dealing with a long term problem needs this.

It seems that some people in some parts of the world can get access to this, while many others cannot, and that is really a shame.

Is there a specialised mental health center or psychologist near you where you live now, Paul?

 

[Curious]

Not until my Humana card comes for Georgia. Hopefully seven days from the fifth. Curious-Paul

 

[MHealthJo]

Hope that it comes soon for you!!