I have experimented with drugs from the age of 13,using most of the chemicals and herbs available,from LSD to Heroin.
About a year ago i spent about 8 months completely drug and alcohol free,that was best i felt mentally and physically in years...I have changed a hell of a lot from when i first started out on my drug career,i have learned many lessons and have grown.
My life is not what i expected it to be and i live a life that feels as if its the life of a ghost...Anyway,although i don`t use drugs much anymore i still find myself doing them.In recent times i have fooled myself into thinking that legal highs are okay but have found myslef getting addicted to two of them,first it was kratom (mitragyna speciosa) and now dried opium poppy pods (papaver somnifernum).The poppy pods are not sold as a legal high they are mainly bought by those who use them for the high that they give,the pods can be found almost anywhere and are legal,those of us who have an affliction to all things to do with drugs and getting high can find many means to do so...These pods being one of them.
When will i stop experimenting? I have taken poppy tea for five days in a row and now am licking my self inflicted wounds,i feel sick and withdrawn...Oh well this is the life of a hopeless drug user.