Into The Light
MVP
i've had a really difficult few days with everything in my life seeming pointless and just hurting a lot emotionally. i'm coming out of it now, thankfully, but am feeling a bit distressed by it. life feels very difficult and hard to bear when i get into that headspace and i don't fight it when i'm there. the loneliness just kills me when i am feeling that way. right now i'm thinking i have to fight this and not let it win and rule my life, but it's easier to have a fighting spirit when i am feeling better already.
i'm not really sure what to do or how to keep myself from slipping like that.
the other thought i am struggling with is how do other people NOT feel the way i do? how do people go about their lives not seeing futility? without pain and loneliness? i just don't understand it. and i'm envious. i just want to be happy.
i'm not really sure what to do or how to keep myself from slipping like that.
the other thought i am struggling with is how do other people NOT feel the way i do? how do people go about their lives not seeing futility? without pain and loneliness? i just don't understand it. and i'm envious. i just want to be happy.