Deana86
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I also feel numb. I'm at a stand still with my life. I have the ex husband (only separated) being mean to me, I feel no good luck is on my side when it comes to my house and trying to refinance,so now I have to sell and my LDR hasn't replied to my emails in over 2 days. We split just before Xmas because his ex wife threatened to take away their daughter. His daughter is his life. He got scared and said he had to let me go. We emailed each other once a day since until 2 days ago. He told me he loves me with all that he has and always will but he can't give me what I deserve right now. Told me him is suffering more than I know for not being with me and he tried so hard to be the bad guy and not respond to me but he can't help it and misses me. I sent him an email last night, I got everything out that I wanted to get out and told him I'm letting go but to at least email me back to say he read that email so I knew and he hasn't even responded to me. I'm heart broken. Since I can't contact him any other way besides email or his work phone, I just feel so low. I want to ring him and ask him why he just couldn't reply, is it that hard now to just reply with a quick response so I know he read it and it's closure.
There is so much going on, my anxeity has spiked, my depression isnt helping me cause all i want to do is cry all the time even over nothing. I coukd drop a pen and cry over that. That's all I needed was one answer from him and I couldn't even get that. It hurts so much
There is so much going on, my anxeity has spiked, my depression isnt helping me cause all i want to do is cry all the time even over nothing. I coukd drop a pen and cry over that. That's all I needed was one answer from him and I couldn't even get that. It hurts so much