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I was driving up the Massachusetts Turnpike one evening last February when I knocked over a bottle of water. I grabbed for it, swerved inadvertently--and a few seconds later found myself blinking into the flashlight beam of a state trooper. "How much have you had to drink tonight, sir?" he demanded. Before I could help myself, I blurted out an answer that was surely a new one to him. "I haven't had a drink," I said indignantly, "since 1981."

It was both perfectly true and very pertinent to the trip I was making. By the time I reached my late 20s, I'd poured down as much alcohol as normal people consume in a lifetime and plenty of drugs--mostly pot--as well. I was, by any reasonable measure, an active alcoholic. Fortunately, with a lot of help, I was able to stop. And now I was on my way to McLean Hospital in Belmont, Mass., to have my brain scanned in a functional magnetic-resonance imager (fMRI). The idea was to see what the inside of my head looked like after more than a quarter-century on the wagon.

Back when I stopped drinking, such an experiment would have been unimaginable. At the time, the medical establishment had come to accept the idea that alcoholism was a disease rather than a moral failing; the American Medical Association (AMA) had said so in 1950. But while it had all the hallmarks of other diseases, including specific symptoms and a predictable course, leading to disability or even death, alcoholism was different. Its physical basis was a complete mystery--and since nobody forced alcoholics to drink, it was still seen, no matter what the AMA said, as somehow voluntary. Treatment consisted mostly of talk therapy, maybe some vitamins and usually a strong recommendation to join Alcoholics Anonymous. Although it's a totally nonprofessional organization, founded in 1935 by an ex-drunk and an active drinker, AA has managed to get millions of people off the bottle, using group support and a program of accumulated folk wisdom.

While AA is astonishingly effective for some people, it doesn't work for everyone; studies suggest it succeeds about 20% of the time, and other forms of treatment, including various types of behavioral therapy, do no better. The rate is much the same with drug addiction, which experts see as the same disorder triggered by a different chemical. "The sad part is that if you look at where addiction treatment was 10 years ago, it hasn't gotten much better," says Dr. Martin Paulus, a professor of psychiatry at the University of California at San Diego. "You have a better chance to do well after many types of cancer than you have of recovering from methamphetamine dependence."

That could all be about to change. During those same 10 years, researchers have made extraordinary progress in understanding the physical basis of addiction. They know now, for example, that the 20% success rate can shoot up to 40% if treatment is ongoing (very much the AA model, which is most effective when members continue to attend meetings long after their last drink). Armed with an array of increasingly sophisticated technology, including fMRIs and PET scans, investigators have begun to figure out exactly what goes wrong in the brain of an addict--which neurotransmitting chemicals are out of balance and what regions of the brain are affected. They are developing a more detailed understanding of how deeply and completely addiction can affect the brain, by hijacking memory-making processes and by exploiting emotions. Using that knowledge, they've begun to design new drugs that are showing promise in cutting off the craving that drives an addict irresistibly toward relapse--the greatest risk facing even the most dedicated abstainer.

"Addictions," says Joseph Frascella, director of the division of clinical neuroscience at the National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA), "are repetitive behaviors in the face of negative consequences, the desire to continue something you know is bad for you."

Addiction is such a harmful behavior, in fact, that evolution should have long ago weeded it out of the population: if it's hard to drive safely under the influence, imagine trying to run from a saber-toothed tiger or catch a squirrel for lunch. And yet, says Dr. Nora Volkow, director of NIDA and a pioneer in the use of imaging to understand addiction, "the use of drugs has been recorded since the beginning of civilization. Humans in my view will always want to experiment with things to make them feel good."

That's because drugs of abuse co-opt the very brain functions that allowed our distant ancestors to survive in a hostile world. Our minds are programmed to pay extra attention to what neurologists call salience--that is, special relevance. Threats, for example, are highly salient, which is why we instinctively try to get away from them. But so are food and sex because they help the individual and the species survive. Drugs of abuse capitalize on this ready-made programming. When exposed to drugs, our memory systems, reward circuits, decision-making skills and conditioning kick in--salience in overdrive--to create an all consuming pattern of uncontrollable craving. "Some people have a genetic predisposition to addiction," says Volkow. "But because it involves these basic brain functions, everyone will become an addict if sufficiently exposed to drugs or alcohol."

That can go for nonchemical addictions as well. Behaviors, from gambling to shopping to sex, may start out as habits but slide into addictions. Sometimes there might be a behavior-specific root of the problem. Volkow's research group, for example, has shown that pathologically obese people who are compulsive eaters exhibit hyperactivity in the areas of the brain that process food stimuli--including the mouth, lips and tongue. For them, activating these regions is like opening the floodgates to the pleasure center. Almost anything deeply enjoyable can turn into an addiction, though.

Of course, not everyone becomes an addict. That's because we have other, more analytical regions that can evaluate consequences and override mere pleasure seeking. Brain imaging is showing exactly how that happens. Paulus, for example, looked at methamphetamine addicts enrolled in a VA hospital's intensive four-week rehabilitation program. Those who were more likely to relapse in the first year after completing the program were also less able to complete tasks involving cognitive skills and less able to adjust to new rules quickly. This suggested that those patients might also be less adept at using analytical areas of the brain while performing decision-making tasks. Sure enough, brain scans showed that there were reduced levels of activation in the prefrontal cortex, where rational thought can override impulsive behavior. It's impossible to say if the drugs might have damaged these abilities in the relapsers--an effect rather than a cause of the chemical abuse--but the fact that the cognitive deficit existed in only some of the meth users suggests that there was something innate that was unique to them. To his surprise, Paulus found that 80% to 90% of the time, he could accurately predict who would relapse within a year simply by examining the scans.

Another area of focus for researchers involves the brain's reward system, powered largely by the neurotransmitter dopamine. Investigators are looking specifically at the family of dopamine receptors that populate nerve cells and bind to the compound. The hope is that if you can dampen the effect of the brain chemical that carries the pleasurable signal, you can loosen the drug's hold.

One particular group of dopamine receptors, for example, called D3, seems to multiply in the presence of cocaine, methamphetamine and nicotine, making it possible for more of the drug to enter and activate nerve cells. "Receptor density is thought to be an amplifier," says Frank Vocci, director of pharmacotherapies at NIDA. "[Chemically] blocking D3 interrupts an awful lot of the drugs' effects. It is probably the hottest target in modulating the reward system."

But just as there are two ways to stop a speeding car--by easing off the gas or hitting the brake pedal--there are two different possibilities for muting addiction. If dopamine receptors are the gas, the brain's own inhibitory systems act as the brakes. In addicts, this natural damping circuit, called GABA (gamma-aminobutyric acid), appears to be faulty. Without a proper chemical check on excitatory messages set off by drugs, the brain never appreciates that it's been satiated.

As it turns out, vigabatrin, an antiepilepsy treatment that is marketed in 60 countries (but not yet in the U.S.), is an effective GABA booster. In epileptics, vigabatrin suppresses overactivated motor neurons that cause muscles to contract and go into spasm. Hoping that enhancing GABA in the brains of addicts could help them control their drug cravings, two biotech companies in the U.S., Ovation Pharmaceuticals and Catalyst Pharmaceuticals, are studying the drug's effect on methamphetamine and cocaine use. So far, in animals, vigabatrin prevents the breakdown of GABA so that more of the inhibitory compound can be stored in whole form in nerve cells. That way, more of it could be released when those cells are activated by a hit from a drug. Says Vocci, optimistically: "If it works, it will probably work on all addictions."

Another fundamental target for addiction treatments is the stress network. Animal studies have long shown that stress can increase the desire for drugs. In rats trained to self-administer a substance, stressors such as a new environment, an unfamiliar cage mate or a change in daily routine push the animals to depend on the substance even more.

Among higher creatures like us, stress can also alter the way the brain thinks, particularly the way it contemplates the consequences of actions. Recall the last time you found yourself in a stressful situation--when you were scared, nervous or threatened. Your brain tuned out everything besides whatever it was that was frightening you--the familiar fight-or-flight mode. "The part of the prefrontal cortex that is involved in deliberative cognition is shut down by stress," says Vocci. "It's supposed to be, but it's even more inhibited in substance abusers." A less responsive prefrontal cortex sets up addicts to be more impulsive as well.

Hormones--of the male-female kind--may play a role in how people become addicted as well. Studies have shown, for instance, that women may be more vulnerable to cravings for nicotine during the latter part of the menstrual cycle, when the egg emerges from the follicle and the hormones progesterone and estrogen are released. "The reward systems of the brain have different sensitivities at different points in the cycle," notes Volkow. "There is way greater craving during the later phase."

That led researchers to wonder about other biological differences in the way men and women become addicted and, significantly, respond to treatments. Alcohol dependence is one very promising area. For years, researchers had documented the way female alcoholics tend to progress more rapidly to alcoholism than men. This telescoping effect, they now know, has a lot to do with the way women metabolize alcohol. Females are endowed with less alcohol dehydrogenase--the first enzyme in the stomach lining that starts to break down the ethanol in liquor--and less total body water than men. Together with estrogen, these factors have a net concentrating effect on the alcohol in the blood, giving women a more intense hit with each drink. The pleasure from that extreme high may be enough for some women to feel satisfied and therefore drink less. For others, the intense intoxication is so enjoyable that they try to duplicate the experience over and over.

But it's the brain, not the gut, that continues to get most of the attention, and one of the biggest reasons is technology. It was in 1985 that Volkow first began using PET scans to record trademark characteristics in the brains and nerve cells of chronic drug abusers, including blood flow, dopamine levels and glucose metabolism--a measure of how much energy is being used and where (and therefore a stand-in for figuring out which cells are at work). After the subjects had been abstinent a year, Volkow rescanned their brains and found that they had begun to return to their predrug state. Good news, certainly, but only as far as it goes.

"The changes induced by addiction do not just involve one system," says Volkow. "There are some areas in which the changes persist even after two years." One area of delayed rebound involves learning. Somehow in methamphetamine abusers, the ability to learn some new things remained affected after 14 months of abstinence. "Does treatment push the brain back to normal," asks NIDA's Frascella, "or does it push it back in different ways?"

If the kind of damage that lingers in an addict's learning abilities also hangs on in behavioral areas, this could explain why rehabilitation programs that rely on cognitive therapy--teaching new ways to think about the need for a substance and the consequences of using it--may not always be effective, especially in the first weeks and months after getting clean. "Therapy is a learning process," notes Vocci. "We are trying to get [addicts] to change cognition and behavior at a time when they are least able to do so."

One important discovery: evidence is building to support the 90-day rehabilitation model, which was stumbled upon by AA (new members are advised to attend a meeting a day for the first 90 days) and is the duration of a typical stint in a drug-treatment program. It turns out that this is just about how long it takes for the brain to reset itself and shake off the immediate influence of a drug. Researchers at Yale University have documented what they call the sleeper effect--a gradual re-engaging of proper decision making and analytical functions in the brain's prefrontal cortex--after an addict has abstained for at least 90 days.

This work has led to research on cognitive enhancers, or compounds that may amplify connections in the prefrontal cortex to speed up the natural reversal. Such enhancement would give the higher regions of the brain a fighting chance against the amygdala, a more basal region that plays a role in priming the dopamine-reward system when certain cues suggest imminent pleasure--anything from the sight of white powder that looks like cocaine to spending time with friends you used to drink with. It's that conditioned reflex--identical to the one that caused Ivan Pavlov's famed dog to salivate at the ringing of a bell after it learned to associate the sound with food--that unleashes a craving. And it's that phenomenon that was the purpose of my brain scans at McLean, one of the world's premier centers for addiction research.

In my heyday, I would often drink even when I knew it was a terrible idea--and the urge was hardest to resist when I was with my drinking buddies, hearing the clink of glasses and bottles, seeing others imbibe and smelling the aroma of wine or beer. The researchers at McLean have invented a machine that wafts such odors directly into the nostrils of a subject undergoing an fMRI scan in order to see how the brain reacts. The reward circuitry in the brain of a newly recovering alcoholic should light up like a Christmas tree when stimulated by one of these alluring smells.

I chose dark beer, my absolute favorite, from their impressive stock. But I haven't gotten high for more than a quarter-century; it was an open question whether I would react that way. So after an interview with a staff psychiatrist to make sure I would be able to handle it if I experienced a craving, I was fitted with a tube that carried beer aroma from a vaporizer into my nose. I was then slid into the machine to inhale that still familiar odor while the fMRI did its work.

Even if the smells triggered a strong desire to drink, I had long since learned ways to talk myself out of it--or find someone to help me do so. Like the 90-day drying-out period that turns out to parallel the brain's recovery cycle, such a strategy is in line with other new theories of addiction. Scientists say extinguishing urges is not a matter of getting the feelings to fade but of helping the addict learn a new form of conditioning, one that allows the brain's cognitive power to shout down the amygdala and other lower regions. "What has to happen for that cue to extinguish is not for the amygdala to become weaker but for the frontal cortex to become stronger," says Vocci.

While such relearning has not been studied formally in humans, Vocci believes it will work, on the basis of studies involving, of all things, phobias. It turns out that phobias and drugs exploit the same struggle between high and low circuits in the brain. People placed in a virtual-reality glass elevator and treated with the antibiotic D-cycloserine were better able to overcome their fear of heights than those without benefit of the drug. Says Vocci: "I never thought we would have drugs that affect cognition in such a specific way."

Such surprises have even allowed experts to speculate whether addiction can ever be cured. That notion goes firmly against current beliefs. A rehabilitated addict is always in recovery because cured suggests that resuming drinking or smoking or shooting up is a safe possibility--whose downside could be devastating. But there are hints that a cure might not in principle be impossible. A recent study showed that tobacco smokers who suffered a stroke that damaged the insula (a region of the brain involved in emotional, gut-instinct perceptions) no longer felt a desire for nicotine.

That's exciting, but because the insula is so critical to other brain functions--perceiving danger, anticipating threats--damaging this area isn't something you would ever want to do intentionally. With so many of the brain's systems entangled with one another, it could prove impossible to adjust just one without throwing the others into imbalance.

Nevertheless, says Volkow, "addiction is a medical condition. We have to recognize that medications can reverse the pathology of the disease. We have to force ourselves to think about a cure because if we don't, it will never happen." Still, she is quick to admit that just contemplating new ideas doesn't make them so. The brain functions that addiction commandeers may simply be so complex that sufferers, as 12-step recovery programs have emphasized for decades, never lose their vulnerability to their drug of choice, no matter how healthy their brains might eventually look.

I'm probably a case in point. My brain barely lit up in response to the smell of beer inside the fMRI at McLean. "This is actually valuable information for you as an individual," said Scott Lukas, director of the hospital's behavioral psychopharmacology research laboratory and a professor at Harvard Medical School who ran the tests. "It means that your brain's sensitivity to beer cues has long passed."

That's in keeping with my real-world experience; if someone has a beer at dinner, I don't feel a compulsion to leap across the table and grab it or even to order one for myself. Does that mean I'm cured? Maybe. But it may also mean simply that it would take a much stronger trigger for me to fall prey to addiction again--like, for example, downing a glass of beer. But the last thing I intend to do is put it to the test. I've seen too many others try it--with horrifying results.


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Hi Steve,

Great article. And I have a question. I will be a year clean on Aug 23 and my brain still shouts at me to do something about such and such a problem. To the point where I need to talk about the same problem to the same person at nauseum. "I heard you" or other validations don't seem to do it anymore. So basically I am forcing other peoples cards down so to speak.

I make valid points apparently but I can't get my brain to get off certain topics, almost like Tourettes Syndrome, people can suppress the ticks all they want but eventually the pressure is going to build and they will let loose even in their sleep. Thats what it feels like, the pressure needs to be released. This kind of obsession is a direct result of the addiction, so I have been told.

How do you handle something like that? My doctor is away until August 21st, or I would ask him.

Any suggestion? And it is a great article.




You may want to read some of the articles and postings on OCD in the Psychlinks OCD Section, in particular this one that outlines the diagnostic criteria.

Another resource I like for down to earth information on disorders is the site of the National Institutes of Mental Health (NIMH) and their discussion of OCD here.

I can't get my brain to get off certain topics, almost like Tourettes Syndrome

That's right, where some people with Tourette have co-morbid OCD, and experience so called "looping thoughts".

If in fact your doctor diagnoses OCD, it is a treatable condition.

Do you feel you can make it until your doctor's return in August?


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Thanks Steve for getting back to me.

Yes I think I can make it, I do have an addictions counsellor I see next week and then she is also on holidays for 2 weeks. The aggrivation come from my own past experience as a crisis counsellor. I know whats happening, in a way, I analyse it to death so to speak and then don't allow myself to go through what I may actually need to go through (getting through the feelings) as I should know better. aaarrrgg. :)

I will definitely check out the links.

Thanks again
Hey i myself do not drink because of what alcohol has done and is doing to my family. I just refuse to until this past holdiay. Husband really wanted me to try a drink he got from work. I said no at first but thought okay as he really wanted me to try. It was the first time i slept well that night and that was with only one drink It relaxed me so i could sleep. I am not an alcoholic but im thinking god if it works why not try it again but then i feel so bad because i don't want to use alcohol really but it worked. I can see now how this could become an addiction My question is would it hurt really as i am not an alcoholic would it hurt for me to use this to help me relax as it did help me sleep.


My question is would it hurt really as i am not an alcoholic would it hurt for me to use this to help me relax as it did help me sleep.
Having a drink or two once in a while with family and friends.:goodjob: It's not meant as a sleep aid. Although I do know what you mean.
Alcohol is also a depressant (is that a word?), even one drink, so in the long run all you would be doing is creating more trouble for yourself.
If you have alcoholism in your family, as I do then, it's probably not the best idea to use it as a crutch for sleeping. Not a good idea at all.

I know it's frustrating not being able to sleep Violet, but this is not the way to go. :friends:
Thanks STP oh i wish i never took that drink because it upsets me to think i would use something that literally destroyed my family oh i just wanted be connected to husband someway i guess. Now my brain won't let it go how relaxed i felt Your right though i won't go there nah not worth it especially how it runs in the family. I have my days and nights all mixed up you know. sleeping most of the day away then getting up to put supper on or go to work in the evenings then i can't sleep at night time i get maybe 4 hours sleep if im lucky a day Thanks i will try to just cope your right STP take care thanks for response


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Thanks STP oh i wish i never took that drink because it upsets me to think i would use something that literally destroyed my family oh i just wanted be connected to husband someway i guess.

There are other ways to feel connected to your husband. Alcohol isn't one of those ways Violet. :)

I recently asked for a sleep aid from my prescribing doctor. Any way that you can get some sleep aids?

Since I've been sleeping a little more, I feel a lot better, a lot clearer. Alcohol won't do that for you Violet. And given a history of alcoholism in your family, this is the absolute "last" coping mechanism you want to rely on...
I agree it was the first time i felt relaxed though. I will not do that again i will tell him no He should not have ask me knowing my history I guess he saw no harm in it as i do not really need it. I will be okay i just have to keep busy tire myself out thats all. There has been many triggers lately anxiety but i can handle it. I wish god it alright thanks no more your right thanks i will be okay.
Violet, I know what you mean. I would be scared to start using alcohol to relax me. I hope you can do other things to help you. I have often thought about using alcohol that way too, but am too terrified of becoming addicted.
Yeh i can see it becoming that way the effect it has but i hate myself for even trying it something else to beat myself up for. No just have to breath more thats all relaxation therapy taught to me. I am terrified of it too. not a good choice stupid really i just have to let that thought go thanks CD I will just stay clear of it.


I had a very traumatic childhood. I had my first drinks when I was 6 or 7 years old, while attending an adult house party. My T seems to think maybe I go on drinking binges during times of high stress now because I'm trying to recapture that good feeling I experienced at a young age.

I haven't really heard of anything like that,and I don't really understand what he's talking about. Is it possible that it's a conditioned reflex?
I think perhaps your drinking is a coping skill to help you forget about trauma in your childhood i don't know if you as a child would feel good drinking alcohol i think it would have made you very ill. YOur therapist says you want to recapture that good feeling maybe it is the feeling of escaping everything when you did drink just my thoughts

Sky Abelar

Here are my thoughts about addictive personality disorder -- It is an avoidance behavior caused by deep emotional wounding, and a fear-based, personal belief system resulting in severe low self esteem issues, and emotional insecurity.

Addiction begins with stress...

...Strong, sometimes seemingly unbearable stress, caused directly by emotional wounding and beliefs, causes uncomfortable biochemical changes that are temporarily relieved by certain substances or activities.

Bill Harris, author of "Threshholds of the Mind", and creator of the Holosync system, says addictive personality disorder is a strategy -- "to indulge in anything that draws attention away from the problem. Excessive use of drugs, alcohol, sex, television, spacing out, eating, and perhaps even more severe strategies such as personality disorders and psychosis -- all of these distract or deaden you to what's happening, and are attempts to ignore the feeling of overwhelm. You feel the growing internal chaos as your system approaches the evolutionary moment of truth, and it's uncomfortable. Distraction is one way to mitigate the discomfort."

He says, "We use these strategies because they work to a certain extent, at least in the short run. There is some temporary release of pressure, and we might feel better for a while, but no real evolution takes place because the system is never allowed to reach the point of peak experience where it spontaneously reorganizes itself."

He is referring here to the experience one has when pushed to the point where change occurs. In an addict, change is not allowed.

Bill Harris claims that the Holosync program he created can help overcome addictions by healing the emotional wounding behind it, and by forcing the brain to grow more neural pathways, thus becoming more coherent. I am wondering if there have been any medical studies done on this, and if so what do they have to say about it?

I have been using Holosync myself for about a month -- although not for an addiction problem -- and am amazed by what I have experienced so far when it comes to being able to handle stress. I would think that something like Holosync would be something that would definitely be of interest to the AMA and would love to know what they have to say about it, and if it is being used to treat addiction or other stress induced illnesses.

I have found all kinds of opinions online, but am only interested in what any real scientific studies have shown about it, and can't find anything. There are many other systems that use binaural beats, but Holosync seems to be quite unique in how it works...any of you familiar with it?

Sky Abelar

Is it the genes themselves that cause addiction to be passed on, or is it the personal belief system that gets passed on through abuse, neglect, etc.? In other words...

If my parents are addicts, and they treat me as they were treated as children, wouldn't I also be likely to copy their response and become an addict myself?

Also, which came first -- the genes, or the addiction?

From what I understand, we can change our DNA with meditation and beliefs. I think there is proof of this somewhere, but at the moment I'm too busy to look it up.


From what I understand, we can change our DNA with meditation and beliefs.

I disagree with that.I don't believe a person can change their DNA, especially with meditation and beliefs. Hopefully,when you have time, you can prove it to me.
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