Cat Dancer
MVP
I have a toothache so I am going to the dentist later. I told my husband (big mistake) and he said it was my fault because of purging. He said it's so unnecessary and basically that I shouldn't do that. Well, I KNOW that. I don't do it because I want to. I don't. I don't know why I do it. I hate myself so much. I feel like a horrible, evil monster and I shouldn't even go to the dentist because I don't deserve to feel better. I just want to die. I do. I want to die and get out of this awful body and soul and whatever i am.