Ashley-Kate
MVP
why is it that i am the one that feels bad for what he did why is it that i still defend the way he acted the way he treated me why is it that i hate myself that much as to believe that i deserve nothing more than to have my body violated over and over again and to have gone back to the man that inflicted this pain on me even though i knew it was bad i hated it but in some way i thought i deserved it that i did somehting rong because it just could not be his fault and the sad thing is thati know it is not tru but i still believe it for me if it happened to one of my friends they would be innocent the victim but not me i could have changed somehting done something been stronger. but i wasn't
i just can't understand myself
yours trully
A-K
i just can't understand myself
yours trully
A-K