Charity
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Hello to all...
I'm new to this forum; this is my first post. I've just been diagnosed with BPD, and I'm hoping to find friends and support here. A little background...
I've been sick since I was about fourteen. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety when I finally sought help at around nineteen and have been taking SSRI's and benzos since then, but things still weren't right. It finally got to the point (with mood outbursts, self-injury, and generally feeling miserable) that I decided to see a psychologist for "talk" therapy, which I had avoided up to this point-- I just started a couple of months ago. I got my fancy new diagnosis just a few days ago, and I know that it fits me to a T. This is what's been wrong all along, just undiagnosed.
I'm weaning off my Celexa this week so that I can start Anafranil soon, which my MD and therapist both seem to think will help me better than the SSRI's have. I've never done tricyclics, so I'm not sure what to expect here... I just know that I'm completely miserable lately, and coming off the meds isn't helping. I refuse to call in sick to work (I do work full-time, somehow) and just muddle through the best I can.
This is a really small town, population around 3000, and there's NOTHING here by way of support groups or understanding folks to talk with. I'm desperately hoping to find that here.
Please, respond in full force! I could use it. And feel free to ask anything you want; I have no problem answering. I know that I'll do best by being as open and honest as possible through this.
Anyone?
I'm new to this forum; this is my first post. I've just been diagnosed with BPD, and I'm hoping to find friends and support here. A little background...
I've been sick since I was about fourteen. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety when I finally sought help at around nineteen and have been taking SSRI's and benzos since then, but things still weren't right. It finally got to the point (with mood outbursts, self-injury, and generally feeling miserable) that I decided to see a psychologist for "talk" therapy, which I had avoided up to this point-- I just started a couple of months ago. I got my fancy new diagnosis just a few days ago, and I know that it fits me to a T. This is what's been wrong all along, just undiagnosed.
I'm weaning off my Celexa this week so that I can start Anafranil soon, which my MD and therapist both seem to think will help me better than the SSRI's have. I've never done tricyclics, so I'm not sure what to expect here... I just know that I'm completely miserable lately, and coming off the meds isn't helping. I refuse to call in sick to work (I do work full-time, somehow) and just muddle through the best I can.
This is a really small town, population around 3000, and there's NOTHING here by way of support groups or understanding folks to talk with. I'm desperately hoping to find that here.
Please, respond in full force! I could use it. And feel free to ask anything you want; I have no problem answering. I know that I'll do best by being as open and honest as possible through this.
Anyone?