I thought I was past all these rage fantasies! I havent had one in over a year and a half. Now whenever I am in a stressful situation I have visions in my head of doing serious harm to people or things instead of my usual logical solution reasoning. I am not even creating these thoughts or images, they just pop up! My kids have started to ask me why I am cursing all the time now! I just want to pull my hair out and go running out in the night screaming! I have started to use my PRN on a regular basis now to get through work and to help me socialize. I do not want to go back into the black hole again!