The flashbacks have started. Obviously trigged by the stressors at work. I am so tired of struggling. Ever since I could remember, whenever I stood up for myself, I was constantly struck down (physically, mentally and verbally). It is continuing now with my situation at work. What am I doing wrong? I saw my psyciatrist on Thursday and I felt worse after seeing him. His only advice was to take breaks from work and not to take it personally and bring it home. He also said that because I cry, I am weak. I am very frustrated and tired!!! I don't think I can endure anymore.