I have depression, but for the last 3 weeks or so it has been different. I feel very depressed but this depression is not the same. My thoughts are going a mile a minute. They are usually so slow, but they are now so fast it is sometime hard to break them apart from each other. They are all meshed together with no spaces kind of like this. Theyareallmeshedtogetherwithnospaceskindoflikethis. When I can break them apart I have songs repeating themselves along with thoughts of what i want to do with my life. These thoughts are then erased by depressing thoughts about how my goals will never go through because I have screwed up somewhere. Then I start thinking about where I messed up and I start getting anxious because I now have thoughts of all the things I need to do in school within the next couple weeks and how I dont have enough time to get it all done. Then I start having feelings of guilt and thoughts start pouring in about where I went wrong and how it is going to affect everyone around me. I can't shut them off.
Why has my slow brain and thinking process turned into this raging mess that I can't catch? Why can't I turn it off? It is driving me insane.
Why has my slow brain and thinking process turned into this raging mess that I can't catch? Why can't I turn it off? It is driving me insane.
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