It’s been 5 years and no one knows. I'm only 21 and I have been having heart problems, probably SVT, we don’t know yet. This really scared me but obviously not enough to tell anyone about it, no even my doctor. First of all I don’t want to be seen as a dysfunctional, out of control person, especially by my long term, serious boyfriend and his family. My family is in Europe so I'm very close with them. Second, I don’t want everyone to not allow me to lose weight, even if it’s the right way, I'm sure Ill still get crap if I lose weight. I don’t want everyone following me in to the bathroom. Right now I want to try it alone, well, maybe by talking here where it’s not so embarrassing. Where do I go from here?