I think I fear self asteem because I was never taught about it. I have been negative all my life. I am also scared of being to positive because of to much pride. I do get spells for being positive but I just fall back into being negative again. I cannot answer that question. I have been over accious about being over positive because I am a daydreamer and I get over confident when thinking about it. I've always been that away, always. I even question my mind often, about could I be insane in having all these emotions from time to time.
I have spells about being positive and not negative. For some reason I cannot writer any story to be edited in my writing forums because of being criticized for the mistakes. Yes I would like to be positive and normal, but I do not know whats normal for me? Either my past as growing up haunts me or I just can't cope with the word normal because of my past? What time I have left I would like it to be positive and calming and writing. That;s as close as I can come to being a normal person.
I have changed somewhat, I am somewhat happy and love everyone I meet. I use to have a friend who stated "make a negative positive", that at first was weird, but it wont leave my mind, it 's a good point. In my life I have seen bad thing in people and I start looking for good things in people, most are good, there are a few bad tho. Why I have a fear of being happy and need more self asteem I am not sure, but I do understand negative self esteem is not good for you.
Life is what it is good and bad, there must be a lesson there somewhere? And I am missing it somehow. high strung
I have spells about being positive and not negative. For some reason I cannot writer any story to be edited in my writing forums because of being criticized for the mistakes. Yes I would like to be positive and normal, but I do not know whats normal for me? Either my past as growing up haunts me or I just can't cope with the word normal because of my past? What time I have left I would like it to be positive and calming and writing. That;s as close as I can come to being a normal person.
I have changed somewhat, I am somewhat happy and love everyone I meet. I use to have a friend who stated "make a negative positive", that at first was weird, but it wont leave my mind, it 's a good point. In my life I have seen bad thing in people and I start looking for good things in people, most are good, there are a few bad tho. Why I have a fear of being happy and need more self asteem I am not sure, but I do understand negative self esteem is not good for you.
Life is what it is good and bad, there must be a lesson there somewhere? And I am missing it somehow. high strung