suewatters1
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I just wanted to know what I can do to stop being so agitated. Like I am restless fidgety. I noticed I have been like that since I got hope from work yesterday. I was a bit like that at work. I am getting so impatient with the way my life is going. Not fast enough for me. I hate work I can't afford to go on sick leave. Thank God we got Fridays off till further notice that means 3 day weekend.
What frustrates me is that I feel I have no control over my life.
I am so restless I can't sit still long enough to want to do anything meaningful. It's like my mind is racing and I want to be able to shut off any thoughts in my head. I want some control. I hate my life the way it is. I always hated my life to some extent but not as bad as in the last 2 years and now well I have had it.
I just wish I could see what was in my future so I could see if I liked it or not and then I could change the outcome to something better.
I JUST NEED TO GET THIS FRUSTRATION OUT OF MY BODY AND MIND I just called in sick.I left them a message that if I felt better I might come in later. Then I would go back to work tomorrow knowing I have Friday and Saturday and Sunday off.
The money is important but so is my health but if I am still this fidgety later I would probably get nothing done at home anyway and should go back to work. I don't know. Or I could stop in at a drop in center for the people with mental health issues.
I am not sure what to do.
Also regarding medication I was on oxazepam 10mg once a day as needed. I was on that pill for about 24 years. 30 pills would last me about 1 year or more because I would cut them in half's or quarters I was running low so I went to see a DR to give me more. Well since my family DR is very sick this DR who saw me gave me 1 mg of Ativan twice a day instead of my Oxazepam as I wanted 1 for the day and 1 for bedtime. Well I find it doesn't do a thing for me. Maybe it does but not much. Well last night instead of taking my Ativan I took an oxazepam 10mg as I have a few left and it was very late and I couldn't sleep and I manage to fall asleep.
So DR Baxter was is the difference between 10mg of Oxazepam and 1 mg of Ativan (Lorazepam)? Are they equal in strength?
Also any advice about how to spend my day? I need the money so I could always go in later as it is only a 8 minute drive to work. But if I can somehow do work around the house then my day wouldn't be wasted like my evening was last night.
Sue
What frustrates me is that I feel I have no control over my life.
I am so restless I can't sit still long enough to want to do anything meaningful. It's like my mind is racing and I want to be able to shut off any thoughts in my head. I want some control. I hate my life the way it is. I always hated my life to some extent but not as bad as in the last 2 years and now well I have had it.
I just wish I could see what was in my future so I could see if I liked it or not and then I could change the outcome to something better.
I JUST NEED TO GET THIS FRUSTRATION OUT OF MY BODY AND MIND I just called in sick.I left them a message that if I felt better I might come in later. Then I would go back to work tomorrow knowing I have Friday and Saturday and Sunday off.
The money is important but so is my health but if I am still this fidgety later I would probably get nothing done at home anyway and should go back to work. I don't know. Or I could stop in at a drop in center for the people with mental health issues.
I am not sure what to do.
Also regarding medication I was on oxazepam 10mg once a day as needed. I was on that pill for about 24 years. 30 pills would last me about 1 year or more because I would cut them in half's or quarters I was running low so I went to see a DR to give me more. Well since my family DR is very sick this DR who saw me gave me 1 mg of Ativan twice a day instead of my Oxazepam as I wanted 1 for the day and 1 for bedtime. Well I find it doesn't do a thing for me. Maybe it does but not much. Well last night instead of taking my Ativan I took an oxazepam 10mg as I have a few left and it was very late and I couldn't sleep and I manage to fall asleep.
So DR Baxter was is the difference between 10mg of Oxazepam and 1 mg of Ativan (Lorazepam)? Are they equal in strength?
Also any advice about how to spend my day? I need the money so I could always go in later as it is only a 8 minute drive to work. But if I can somehow do work around the house then my day wouldn't be wasted like my evening was last night.
Sue