I'm trying to sort things out and need some help.
OK! Was diagnosed with cyclothymia in 82 and was put on lithium in 88. At that time I saw a new psychiatrist who diagnosed me a cyclothymic disorder , took me off lithium and put me on clonazepam . I saw him for 5 years.
Since 2000 I've been tapering off clonazepam and not taking any other meds.
So during the summer of 2005 I started 37.5 effexor to relieve anxiety and went up to 75 mgs. Last fall went up to 112.5 and started to feel like hell and later went up to 150 mgs.
Spring 2007 I started to get suicidal thoughts and in April was referred again and was put on Epival, straterra for ADHD which I presumed I had from childhood experience.
So I'm now at 150 effexor,100 mg of straterra and 750 mgs of epival.
SOOOOO:
From what I've read, yes I'm cyclothimic or even bipolar II.
During the period of tapering ( 2000-2006 ) it was hell and the anxiety was so severe that for days I could not even get out of the house and sometimes no sleep for 2-3 days. Getting off benzo is a nightmare...sites like Benzo.org.uk support thousands of people around the world..
This said ;When I took the effexor the anxiety went down but I had bigger highs and the downs went down to a point of suicidal thoughts.
Could the effexor be the cause??
OK! Was diagnosed with cyclothymia in 82 and was put on lithium in 88. At that time I saw a new psychiatrist who diagnosed me a cyclothymic disorder , took me off lithium and put me on clonazepam . I saw him for 5 years.
Since 2000 I've been tapering off clonazepam and not taking any other meds.
So during the summer of 2005 I started 37.5 effexor to relieve anxiety and went up to 75 mgs. Last fall went up to 112.5 and started to feel like hell and later went up to 150 mgs.
Spring 2007 I started to get suicidal thoughts and in April was referred again and was put on Epival, straterra for ADHD which I presumed I had from childhood experience.
So I'm now at 150 effexor,100 mg of straterra and 750 mgs of epival.
SOOOOO:
From what I've read, yes I'm cyclothimic or even bipolar II.
During the period of tapering ( 2000-2006 ) it was hell and the anxiety was so severe that for days I could not even get out of the house and sometimes no sleep for 2-3 days. Getting off benzo is a nightmare...sites like Benzo.org.uk support thousands of people around the world..
This said ;When I took the effexor the anxiety went down but I had bigger highs and the downs went down to a point of suicidal thoughts.
Could the effexor be the cause??