Please, please, please can anybody out there give me any advice or signpost any good websites - I'm desperate for some relief from the way I'm feeling, it's like I'm living in a nightmare. I had a sub-total thyroidectomy in July 04 for Graves Disease and since my operation I have never felt so wretched. I am struggling to cope. I am a 31 year old lone parent with a highly demanding and busy job who used to be lively and outgoing but is now so exhausted that the smallest task feel's like an uphill struggle. No matter how much I sleep or rest, I NEVER feel rested, just perpetually exhausted. I have become withdrawn and depressed. I get in from work between 6 and 6.30 and go to bed between 7 and 8 EVERY night. I have lost all interest in food, actually I've lost interest in EVERYTHING! I am so scared that I'm going to lose my job - I can't concentrate or think clearly I can barely function. I am constantly cold, frequently wearing a minimum of 2 jumpers no matter how well heated the room. My relationship with my daughter is suffering because I can't take her swimming or cycling anymore. My GP put me on 50mcg Levothyroxine in August because my FT4 levels were a bit on the low side but since then (September 04) my FT4 levels have apparently dropped further = 4.7 pmol/L and my TSH is 4.1 mU/L. I don't know how long I can go on like this for. I need some help :-(