I always have nightmares of demons and snakes. I always worry about a god that I despise might torture my atheist friends. I'm always so scared that I sometimes wish I could die so I could finally not live in fear of the unknown of what is on the other side.
Have you spoken to a doctor about the loss of your will to live?
that is what I am thinking of doing.
I don't know what my parents would think of my problem. What should I say to them?