Hi

[xothisismexo]

Hi. . . I dont really know where to start. . . i dont really know who iam i guess
Im an only child my parents love me yes but they just want me to be perfect.
I had a horrible childhood in school and like most in highschool too. . . at one point i just refused to eat but im healthy now . My boyfriend dumped me recently and that took an impact considerin he was my first. . . i noticed im not home much i just want to party and i drink more than usal. i believe iv been acting fake to. . . wanting that perfect life. droped out of college cuz i couldnt take it and now i want to go to somthing else but scared of rejection. . . I feel i have alot of anger in me from everything im just waiting for the day i snap. . .

 

[Mashka]

Welcome to PL:hello:

 

[Andy]

Welcome xothisismexo :beer2:

 

[David Baxter PhD]

Welcome, sothisisme.

Who do you have that you can talk to about all these things? Do you have a therapist or counsellor?

 

[Jazzey]

:welcome:

 

[forgetmenot]

Hey glad your here just talking about something does help. Is there a member of your family you can talk to a relative who will understand. Talking to your GP maybe getting some therapy for your built up pain and anger. Keep talking okay lots of support here.:support:

 

[blackdogwalker]

welcome aboard. talking does help, something even posting on a forum like this helps you to get your thoughts in order a bit more.
school can be brutal (BTDT), but there are other ways to learn and grow, especially once you are beyond school age. Don't give up on yourself

 

[NicNak]

:hithere: :welcome: to Psychlinks! Glad you joined us