forgetmenot
MVP
My brother decided to take his life oct 29 oh god this is so hard. I am understanding more of his pain and the reason he chose what he did. I still hold alot of guilt as i truly know if someone had reached out to him he would still be here. I don't know lately i am in this i don't care mood. I convince myself what happens happens and i really don't care I have no emotion and no pain
My therapist is good he made me understand i can't stay here much longer I will just go deeper into depression and it will be harder to come back out of it.
I wish he had a therapist to help him totalk to him
Im sorry oh tears finallly tears coming maybe i needed to do this face this again
Loss of someone through suicide god I know i have to move on but i do what i always do is bury the pain and pretend all is okay. Im okay but im not I am far from okay why can't i just let the barrier down I know i need to i have to in order to heal. I can only say im sorry again for not being there and hope you have found peace you deserve. I wish things were different oh im sorry.
My therapist is good he made me understand i can't stay here much longer I will just go deeper into depression and it will be harder to come back out of it.
I wish he had a therapist to help him totalk to him
Im sorry oh tears finallly tears coming maybe i needed to do this face this again
Loss of someone through suicide god I know i have to move on but i do what i always do is bury the pain and pretend all is okay. Im okay but im not I am far from okay why can't i just let the barrier down I know i need to i have to in order to heal. I can only say im sorry again for not being there and hope you have found peace you deserve. I wish things were different oh im sorry.