I think that this all started back in december of 2003.. i started to make my self purge after eating! i did not binge, but after it went on for about 3 weeks i finally told my husband, i was scared and i wanted to get help and he was great about it, and wanted me to talk to my doctor about it! but when i got there i talked to my doctor about depression instead! then i was fine for a while and my husband thinks that i have been doing good! but lately in the past five month i find myself doing it about 2 times a week. sometimes more. lately i have been seeing movies about eating disorders and i am scared and i want to stop but i am trying but when i dont purge i feel like i am going to! I am not sure how this got started but i know i want to stop! any advice?