This I have never been able to figure out. The mind is exhausted all the time, yet the body won't or can't rest. Even if I sleep, it's all a bunch of nightmares and talking in my sleep. Full audible sentences.
I suffer from Severe Depression, Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, am a recovering alcoholic (10/19/04) and a bunch of other initials that make up my psyche.
I am on Depakote, Clonidine, Lorazepam and Citalopram, all of which make me drowzy and dizzy and lethargic, but I can't sleep.
Where is the logic?????
I have to go through this phase of not sleeping for about 10 days, then I collapse and can't stay awake to save my life.
Yesterday I got 16 hours of sleep, tonight the cycle starts over.
I watch the X Files on tv, don't drink caffeine (don't after my morning tea) play games online, or, in this case, write senslessly to folks I don't know hoping that someone out there will read it and know what I'm going through and forgive my run-on sentence!!!!!!!
My therapist tells me that it isn't always logical, and in my case RARELY is. But I still try to make sense of my senseless world.
36 yrs old, mom to a beautiful son, engaged to a wonderful man, and crazy. Absolutely-don't- give-a- hoot-loony. Well, in need of a lot of help, anyway.
It just doesn't make sense, can't sleep!
I suffer from Severe Depression, Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, am a recovering alcoholic (10/19/04) and a bunch of other initials that make up my psyche.
I am on Depakote, Clonidine, Lorazepam and Citalopram, all of which make me drowzy and dizzy and lethargic, but I can't sleep.
Where is the logic?????
I have to go through this phase of not sleeping for about 10 days, then I collapse and can't stay awake to save my life.
Yesterday I got 16 hours of sleep, tonight the cycle starts over.
I watch the X Files on tv, don't drink caffeine (don't after my morning tea) play games online, or, in this case, write senslessly to folks I don't know hoping that someone out there will read it and know what I'm going through and forgive my run-on sentence!!!!!!!
My therapist tells me that it isn't always logical, and in my case RARELY is. But I still try to make sense of my senseless world.
36 yrs old, mom to a beautiful son, engaged to a wonderful man, and crazy. Absolutely-don't- give-a- hoot-loony. Well, in need of a lot of help, anyway.
It just doesn't make sense, can't sleep!