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i hope all those who struggle with alcohol addiction, have some support set up for the holiday season. I find this time of year extremely difficult and so many bad/mixed feelings come to me. I hung lights today and cried for some reason and couldn't seem to stop for a long time. to make things worse my daughter made me listen to a really sad/happy Christmas song which I couldn't even make it to the end of. the emotion in my heart was too great and I failed at control and now I regret my decision. I feel like I am right back at the beginning of a long painful road,
I wish I was stronger BEFORE the pain was too much a nd I just wanted to remind people, if you can get support in place before the urge takes over please do..especially this time of year when stresses may run higher than usual
 
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