Kuroshashu
Member
Hello again all.
Honestly, I'm not sure why I'm writing to you all about this. Curiosity really. I'd love to hear some views on this, whether or not it's a common phenomenon or I'm just going further mad.
While trying to sleep just now, I experienced something I'm sure I haven't in quite some time. I'd be hard pressed to describe it, but I'll try. When I put my head down on the pillow, ear to the fabric, I heard an extremely high pitched white noise. So high pitched, in fact, that it doesn't sound like noise, if that makes sense. Also, as it has no direction, it appears to emanate from inside my head. It's a very nasty noise, strong enough to set one's teeth on edge. It varies in intensity every few seconds and every time it does, just beyond the limits of cognitivity, there's.... like a sound except completely unheard, like a thought completely uninterpretable, a modulation of some kind. Every time it happens, I have the strong feeling that there's meaning encoding in the modulation, but it's indecipherable. The episode I had tonight was probably only ten minutes long, but I'm sure that as a child I used to have hours of this. It's not painful per se, but it's very uncomfortable. Not at all physically, you understand, but mentally, as it drowns out one's own thoughts. I wonder if this is the final proof I'm a looney. Bibble. Time for the pencils up the nose and the socks on the ears. I really don't know what this is, but it doesn't seem to be a real problem.
Anyway, if any of you fine folk have an opinion, please share it. I'd be fascinated to hear from you.
Cheers all.
Kuroshashu.
Honestly, I'm not sure why I'm writing to you all about this. Curiosity really. I'd love to hear some views on this, whether or not it's a common phenomenon or I'm just going further mad.
While trying to sleep just now, I experienced something I'm sure I haven't in quite some time. I'd be hard pressed to describe it, but I'll try. When I put my head down on the pillow, ear to the fabric, I heard an extremely high pitched white noise. So high pitched, in fact, that it doesn't sound like noise, if that makes sense. Also, as it has no direction, it appears to emanate from inside my head. It's a very nasty noise, strong enough to set one's teeth on edge. It varies in intensity every few seconds and every time it does, just beyond the limits of cognitivity, there's.... like a sound except completely unheard, like a thought completely uninterpretable, a modulation of some kind. Every time it happens, I have the strong feeling that there's meaning encoding in the modulation, but it's indecipherable. The episode I had tonight was probably only ten minutes long, but I'm sure that as a child I used to have hours of this. It's not painful per se, but it's very uncomfortable. Not at all physically, you understand, but mentally, as it drowns out one's own thoughts. I wonder if this is the final proof I'm a looney. Bibble. Time for the pencils up the nose and the socks on the ears. I really don't know what this is, but it doesn't seem to be a real problem.
Anyway, if any of you fine folk have an opinion, please share it. I'd be fascinated to hear from you.
Cheers all.
Kuroshashu.