I applied for ODSP last December. I've suffered from social anxiety, BDD (body dysmorphic disorder) and depression for the last 5 years (which goes back to my teen years in high school) to the point where I've never worked a single part-time job due to the social interactions I've been scared of - nor have I been in school. My ODSP application was denied a couple months after submitting in December 2017, then denied again on 1 or 2 subsequent appeals. In May 2018, they got back to me with my final appeal date (a hearing by telephone) which they scheduled for this coming December 2018 - making it a full year of waiting since I first applied in December 2017.
Over that time period, I struggled mightily financially due to the lack of income support via ODSP (Ontario Works just barely helped pay rent)and all I had left to pay for other basics like groceries was my credit card, to the point of maxxing it out at a few thousand dollars. I could only afford to eat super cheap unhealthy food that made me feel like crap. I hated it. I was so desperate and my only option at that point - despite still suffering from BDD and social anxiety - was to start applying for entry level jobs over the last couple of months.
Well.. I ended up getting a job offer and the potential for making decent money is very difficult to pass up.
I'm wondering... would my chances of being approved for ODSP be hurt since they may think I don't actually suffer from BDD and social anxiety if I'm willing to work a job?
The only reason I'm going to attempt to work a job is out of pure desperation - not because I suddenly don't suffer from these things any more. At the very least, could the ODSP be approved for the last 12 months that I had to wait? And if I begin working the job I'm offered, it will surpass the amount I'm allowed to earn while on ODSP, however, I'm just worried that maybe 1 or 2 or 3 months in to my job, the social anxiety and BDD may be too much for me to handle. I'm not sure how it will turn out for me.
Over that time period, I struggled mightily financially due to the lack of income support via ODSP (Ontario Works just barely helped pay rent)and all I had left to pay for other basics like groceries was my credit card, to the point of maxxing it out at a few thousand dollars. I could only afford to eat super cheap unhealthy food that made me feel like crap. I hated it. I was so desperate and my only option at that point - despite still suffering from BDD and social anxiety - was to start applying for entry level jobs over the last couple of months.
Well.. I ended up getting a job offer and the potential for making decent money is very difficult to pass up.
I'm wondering... would my chances of being approved for ODSP be hurt since they may think I don't actually suffer from BDD and social anxiety if I'm willing to work a job?
The only reason I'm going to attempt to work a job is out of pure desperation - not because I suddenly don't suffer from these things any more. At the very least, could the ODSP be approved for the last 12 months that I had to wait? And if I begin working the job I'm offered, it will surpass the amount I'm allowed to earn while on ODSP, however, I'm just worried that maybe 1 or 2 or 3 months in to my job, the social anxiety and BDD may be too much for me to handle. I'm not sure how it will turn out for me.