I'm not the new kid on the block when it comes to meds. Yet, periodically I do not pay attention to when I'm running low. And, I live in fear when I realize that I've screwed myself again. I did as much damage control as I could today by re-ordering. However, I have to wait for the work week to start before the doctor to okay the refills. In the interim, I must keep myself calm. Living with Bipolar 2 is always a journey in process. Lot of stress in my life right now. I'm not proud of myself right now. Not good.