David Baxter PhD
Late Founder
Not sure whether it is still the Paxil/Zoloft in my system. Took them for a total of 9 days and last took it Thursday afternoon. Most of the nausea has gone so I don't need to take that med. Just have a 'funny head', can't really explain it. Out of it. But not sure if it's just because I switched to the Lorazepam and am taking it at night as well as 1mg in the morning... Feeling extremely tired at work and can hardly keep my eyes open. So yeah, will go with it, maybe it's the SSRI's still in my system a bit and/or the Lorazepam which I switched to which may be making me more dozier than the previous Benzo.
What you decribe sounds very much like SSRI discontinuation syndrome. The fatigue isn't surprising considering the toll of the medication reactions plus anxiety plus sleep deprivation.
Don't know in which order to do things... Psychiatrist tomorrow but then my Father wants me to go back to England, I see pros in that, but cons also, I just want to get moving in some other direction also to get a solution! Once again, just the confusion over and over.
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I just #*^%ing don't know where to get the help I need! I went to three private psychologists, weren't for me. Even if I now know more what I need i.e. to specifically ask for CBT, I have the two options as to how I can get to these people, and both are as difficult as each other...
And if I go back to England for a few weeks max, then all I can rely on there is the medication and to wait for that to start to work, then come back and start the ball rolling with the psychologist. But maybe I need that now?
Assuming you are a UK citizen, and depending on how long you might remain in the UK, you could get started on both medication and CBT over there, and then look for practitioners locally to continue that work when you return.