aloneathome
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a part of my everyday life...if not i cannot sleep...but i have been waking up with little to no memory of the previous night .....and feeling like im just killing myself...getting tired and old fast....i know should quit the bad stuff but easier said then done....last time i tried...lost wife, job everythiing important to me....seems like im content with self destruction....but deep in my heart i would rather be healed....just a rant i dont expect a solution.