Another point I would make is that, as humans, we have a need for mythology, and this is the point Joseph Campbell made during his lifetime. Just the title of one of his books, The Inner Reaches of Outer Space, kind of says it all. In a nutshell, the irrational belief in UFOs says more about being human and the need for "a myth to live by" than about weather balloons, etc.
If I learned anything over the years (the hard way I might add) it's that you can't find something when you have no idea what it is you are looking for. In all these years since I started looking at what was going on, not a heck of a lot has changed in people's approaches. They are still hung up on sightings as much today as they have ever been, because they don't know what else to look for.
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Just an observation - You started this post with the following question:
Quote Originally Posted by ghost
Is it an ongoing delusion?
However, in your last several posts it sounds like you're no longer questioning whether or not its a delusion. You're arguing to prove that its not a delusion. This is a mental health forum, not a UFO forum. I'm not sure I understand your motivation for posting on this site.
Understand, I am only interested in the truth. Yes, I'll probably have a cave in if I have wasted over a half century on something that was never there. But I believe, despite everything I have been through, I have completed what I set out to do. I have weighed the picture and I have gone through things that definitely say "problem." I just don't think so. Let me give you an example.
I ask you - what would YOU do with this?
It's 4 AM Central on December 25, 2005.
You are sound asleep.
Suddenly, you are woken up by the following, echoing through your head.
"Hey bro, you dad died."
What would you do?