So today I feel like I am all alone. Like nobody really care's about me (including myself). I could care less what happen's to me, I am just holding on for the people I love. It suck's when you feel that you have failed everybody and that they should just give up on you because they know you are hopeless and to much to handle. To tell you the truth if it was'nt for the people I loved I would much rather be dead right now. I cant take this depression or the feeling that people dont really care. Im so messed up and selfish. Other people feel bad just because I do. Why cant I just put on a fake smile and make everyone happy. Sorry Im just ranting a bit. Just need someone to talk to.