forgetmenot
MVP
Hey i understand take care of me i do. I wish i could go away so i do not have to see her suffering but then i would be running again.
Something happened yesterday and it brought so much anger and pain in me i hurt myself.
I don't do that often The police that was there stopped me from doing it again
I just felt useless felt hopeless My twin was brought to hospital in ambulance she was psychotic and drinking i just missed her. Funny i knew something was wrong that is why i rushed over there.
They didn't even keep her long then she went home it is never going to end i know that
I hear you okay take care of me right I wish i could i really truly wish i could but there always seems to be someone else that is of more need than me. I am fine now i always am it is funny that way how i can just stop the emotions and just pick up and carry on.
Your right guilt trip doesn't accomplish anything now it just gets in the way of getting things done.
I need to focus on present not the past stay out of the past Thanks
Something happened yesterday and it brought so much anger and pain in me i hurt myself.
I don't do that often The police that was there stopped me from doing it again
I just felt useless felt hopeless My twin was brought to hospital in ambulance she was psychotic and drinking i just missed her. Funny i knew something was wrong that is why i rushed over there.
They didn't even keep her long then she went home it is never going to end i know that
I hear you okay take care of me right I wish i could i really truly wish i could but there always seems to be someone else that is of more need than me. I am fine now i always am it is funny that way how i can just stop the emotions and just pick up and carry on.
Your right guilt trip doesn't accomplish anything now it just gets in the way of getting things done.
I need to focus on present not the past stay out of the past Thanks