Doctor called. Not good news and I have to go see him tomorrow.
My stomach is churning. I get the impression that I am going to be admitted.
I hate getting blood work done: it always tells the truth. I am so afraid of going. Not afraid of the results, but of my doctor certifying me. Now what? My kids can hardly take care of themselves. I will be forced to call their father. And that scares me the most.
My head is pounding. Stress sucks. I will post more when I get back tomorrow. Just wondering if I should even go. We will just get into an argument. But not many options here.
Wish I could just make this go away. Its not that easy to eat and drink. It takes time and I don't have any time left. And what if it is my kidneys? That will cause a entire sectrum of more problems.
Haunting
My stomach is churning. I get the impression that I am going to be admitted.
I hate getting blood work done: it always tells the truth. I am so afraid of going. Not afraid of the results, but of my doctor certifying me. Now what? My kids can hardly take care of themselves. I will be forced to call their father. And that scares me the most.
My head is pounding. Stress sucks. I will post more when I get back tomorrow. Just wondering if I should even go. We will just get into an argument. But not many options here.
Wish I could just make this go away. Its not that easy to eat and drink. It takes time and I don't have any time left. And what if it is my kidneys? That will cause a entire sectrum of more problems.
Haunting