Salpeter
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I am highly sensitive in certain areas of my body, the most extreme at the place where they usually take blood (arm vein).
I have an appointment with the doctor in a couple of days because I highly suspect I have diabetes. Of course, he's going to take my blood and this is my greatest fear. If you know 1984: It's like Room 101 for me. Two years ago, I had a huge panic attack and I almost passed out before the doctor was taking my blood. Every time I even think of it I feel like vomiting and I become cramped and uncomfortable.
I can bear physical pain as much as the average person.
I don't fear injections much (more than average, though).
But I get extreme fear and panic when somebody is taking blood from my veins.
I can?t identify the cause of this phobia.
It might be an experience from my childhood when my father was donating blood when I was with him once. He had those thick veins that stuck out of his skin visually, and the sole imagination of a needle going though, staying in, and coming out makes me so anxious... I cringe as I write this. I also have childhood memories of people saying that blood squirts out of these blood transport tubes when they have a leak. I know that isn?t true, but the imagination is still there.
Another cause might be a low psychological resistance. I doubt it is the pain, since I can bear physical pain as much as the average person. Still, I also have problems with swallowing pills (I never swallowed a pill in my life) or even with the pure idea of a laparoscopic surgery. I?m also highly reluctant to wear contact lenses or to allow an operation on my eyes. I don?t know if I fear other kinds of clinical surgeries as well.
A connection to the unconsciousness is also possible.
It might as well also be none of these mentioned hypotheses.
The appointment with the doctor is in a couple of days.
What do you recommend me doing to overcome my fear/phobia and its associated panic attack? What do I need to think when the doctor is about to take my blood? Nothing?
I have an appointment with the doctor in a couple of days because I highly suspect I have diabetes. Of course, he's going to take my blood and this is my greatest fear. If you know 1984: It's like Room 101 for me. Two years ago, I had a huge panic attack and I almost passed out before the doctor was taking my blood. Every time I even think of it I feel like vomiting and I become cramped and uncomfortable.
I can bear physical pain as much as the average person.
I don't fear injections much (more than average, though).
But I get extreme fear and panic when somebody is taking blood from my veins.
I can?t identify the cause of this phobia.
It might be an experience from my childhood when my father was donating blood when I was with him once. He had those thick veins that stuck out of his skin visually, and the sole imagination of a needle going though, staying in, and coming out makes me so anxious... I cringe as I write this. I also have childhood memories of people saying that blood squirts out of these blood transport tubes when they have a leak. I know that isn?t true, but the imagination is still there.
Another cause might be a low psychological resistance. I doubt it is the pain, since I can bear physical pain as much as the average person. Still, I also have problems with swallowing pills (I never swallowed a pill in my life) or even with the pure idea of a laparoscopic surgery. I?m also highly reluctant to wear contact lenses or to allow an operation on my eyes. I don?t know if I fear other kinds of clinical surgeries as well.
A connection to the unconsciousness is also possible.
It might as well also be none of these mentioned hypotheses.
The appointment with the doctor is in a couple of days.
What do you recommend me doing to overcome my fear/phobia and its associated panic attack? What do I need to think when the doctor is about to take my blood? Nothing?