Feeling normal... strange

[labyssum]

I was diagnosed two years ago...
Since then I've been on very good meds, and have close to no symptoms...
Its strange though...This feeling...Feeling 'normal' doesn't feel right...
Is anyone the same?

 

[Ed]

Yeah, I know what you mean...

I started taking my meds (Risperdal, 3mgs) almost 2mths ago. At first, I felt better and as if I was returning to "being in the moment," but now, I feel different. I think this is because my body has become too accustomed to the meds and I need another upgrade - 4mgs. It's either that or I'm becoming normal and realising what life is like from a healthy perspective. It's like learning to live in a new world. Definitely a weird feeling in the beginning, but we'll get used to it.