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forgetmenot

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more blood work today saw my doctor im still sick but i won't go back to hospital Phoned the specialist that did my surgery i don't even think he knew i was hospitalized for 6 days Gp made me promise i called as i need follow up care blah head is aching weak nausea still god More meds i don't know lol don't go into work ya right as if i could going to bed now hope my girl is ok i don't know and im to tired to find out.
 
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forgetmenot

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decide to try to work this weekend don't know how well this will go but mmm
i am so slowly fading away god something has to be done and work always seems to pull me back a bit
god i am tired so emotionally drained
yet next appt with therapist a week away
yet what do i say really so what i got triggered so what i am sad so what
i know there will be many challenges ahead for me and i don't know if i am up to them
so many changes i don't know i am so beyond tired
yet i chose to return to work lol a place that iknow i am someone
physical pain i can endure but this emotions shhh is killing me
 
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gardens

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Hi Forgetmenot - I haven't checked in - I'm sorry.

How are you doing?
How often do you work? I sounds like maybe some flexible hours are an option for you - which is ideal.
Work does tend to help take us out of ourselves.
 
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forgetmenot

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Hi Gardens no i just work part time i am hopefully foing to retire soon at end of January maybe
Yes work tends to ground me to the here and now who i am but i am tired over 30 yrs is along time
pain is mostly gone now just have watch what i eat
i wish i knew what to do next really but i m ok than ks
 
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