Cloudy Rainbow
Member
Hi,
I've been observing this site for quit a while now and have been interested in joining the community for more than one reason.
I'm 24 years old and live in Iraq. I probably haven't had a hard life as most of you had (according to the threads I have been reading) but I have had my share of troubles; it would be unlikely that you'd find me sharing my experiences with you guys though, so maybe you can help me open up since I am a rather rely-on-yourself kind of person and that has caused me a lot of troubles since, obviously, talking to other people about your feelings, thoughts and fears can be helpful in a way.
I had a kind of abusive childhood, lonely growing up time and too much bullying. Been suffering from flashbacks for few months now, sometimes a kind of depression hits the shore and at times I do get suicidal thoughts but, I have been a determined person and kind of got over the hardest parts by searching for solutions online without medication or therapy.
Thank God for that!!
Anyway, long story short, I am so eager to know you guys and listening to you is mostly what I wish to do so i can learn. I don't really want to make it about myself so, I hope I can share my experiences in an advising kind of way.
*My apologies if my English isn't perfect.
Nice to meet you all![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
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I've been observing this site for quit a while now and have been interested in joining the community for more than one reason.
I'm 24 years old and live in Iraq. I probably haven't had a hard life as most of you had (according to the threads I have been reading) but I have had my share of troubles; it would be unlikely that you'd find me sharing my experiences with you guys though, so maybe you can help me open up since I am a rather rely-on-yourself kind of person and that has caused me a lot of troubles since, obviously, talking to other people about your feelings, thoughts and fears can be helpful in a way.
I had a kind of abusive childhood, lonely growing up time and too much bullying. Been suffering from flashbacks for few months now, sometimes a kind of depression hits the shore and at times I do get suicidal thoughts but, I have been a determined person and kind of got over the hardest parts by searching for solutions online without medication or therapy.
Thank God for that!!
Anyway, long story short, I am so eager to know you guys and listening to you is mostly what I wish to do so i can learn. I don't really want to make it about myself so, I hope I can share my experiences in an advising kind of way.
*My apologies if my English isn't perfect.
Nice to meet you all
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