Iwillbwell
Member
I came across this forum when I was searching for an explanation of why I feel the way I do. I have always suffered from depression and anxiety but lately, I've been experiencing feelings I am not used to. For as long as I can remember I have been afraid of groups, people, rejection and abandonment. Lately, I have been fearful of clusters, grouped objects and sometimes typed words. The other day, I kept seeing patterns everywhere that were making me sick/anxious/very scared. I don't know why this is happening. I recently met with a therapist and I am scheduled to have a psych assessment this month. I feel like I cannot wait because these feelings are scary. I really hope this board can help because I have no one to talk to about this.