Aggress
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My name is Aggress. I'm a 29 year old guy from Hungary. I think I'm kinda schizo, but i've learnt to hide it and most of the time im disciplined enough so other people won't notice it.
So I had returning nightmares and visions and stuff like that already at the age of 12. One example. I woke up in my fathers room and he told me what's the problem, what's the problem, didn't know how i got there and was in a different state of consciousness, so i wanted to get back to sleep, and as i was running back to my room i started to feel like i was floating and as i jumped into my bed i fell through it and i was falling and falling, and i kept saying this is not true, this is not true
Even now, when I'm grown - up i often have visions, they keep coming in a green light that's swirling in front of my eyes and it's like im watching a movie or something people coming - going, unknown streets, things like that
Other stuff, when im walking down a street and faces and other things come out of the clouds, then i look down in order that i don't see them and then they come out of the patterns on the asphalt. and things like that. Often hear voices and music and other stuff too.
So that's the mental disorder part, in my worldly life i have to change jobs quite often so they won't notice im not 100% ok.
Used to drink a lot but lately i can control that too.
My hobbies are Music and computer games. I always wanted to be a rock - musician, but in this country it's impossible, i mean, in the town where i live if you try to rehearse in a garage, the blockheads gonna literally chase you with a shovel haha
well, what else can i say about myself, it's already too much to read, maybe that I'm obsessed with Belinda Carlisle, I know it's childish and immature and all that but wtf :dimples: real - life relationships couldn't change that haha
well, basically i came here to meet other crazy people like me , but i see from other introductions that most people here are perfectly normal, i hope you'll accept me though
So I had returning nightmares and visions and stuff like that already at the age of 12. One example. I woke up in my fathers room and he told me what's the problem, what's the problem, didn't know how i got there and was in a different state of consciousness, so i wanted to get back to sleep, and as i was running back to my room i started to feel like i was floating and as i jumped into my bed i fell through it and i was falling and falling, and i kept saying this is not true, this is not true
Even now, when I'm grown - up i often have visions, they keep coming in a green light that's swirling in front of my eyes and it's like im watching a movie or something people coming - going, unknown streets, things like that
Other stuff, when im walking down a street and faces and other things come out of the clouds, then i look down in order that i don't see them and then they come out of the patterns on the asphalt. and things like that. Often hear voices and music and other stuff too.
So that's the mental disorder part, in my worldly life i have to change jobs quite often so they won't notice im not 100% ok.
Used to drink a lot but lately i can control that too.
My hobbies are Music and computer games. I always wanted to be a rock - musician, but in this country it's impossible, i mean, in the town where i live if you try to rehearse in a garage, the blockheads gonna literally chase you with a shovel haha
well, what else can i say about myself, it's already too much to read, maybe that I'm obsessed with Belinda Carlisle, I know it's childish and immature and all that but wtf :dimples: real - life relationships couldn't change that haha
well, basically i came here to meet other crazy people like me , but i see from other introductions that most people here are perfectly normal, i hope you'll accept me though
