She had Lymph-edema which became cancer and caused her to have a heart attack and a stroke. She passed away last Saturday. I am in a serious mental state from it. I am alone, but my family is with me in another city. I will on the last day of the month go to live with them in Georgia. This is the worst thing that could happen with me. I am seventy three and hurting. I can't seem to stay calm without my medicine for my emotion. I will seek a doctor when I leave here in North Carolina. My friends here are supportive of me, yet my emotions control me and not vice versa. Will this emotion ever heal? Curious One/ Paul