effected_miz
Member
hi im miriam im 19 i dont know where else to go or who to talk to...
for many many years now have seen myself as been overweight, anytime i go out in public i cant handle seeing people skinnier than me it drags me right down in to a huge state of depression ive been told maybe to take anti depressants but im sure there is another way to make this stop, this interferes with me making friends even, i choose my friends on their appaearance and i know it sounds shallow of me but i couldnt handle hanging around drop dead gorgeous chicks because i would feel a constant depresssion, they make me feel like nothing... this is starting to interfere with my relationship becasue my boyfriend can not understand what i am so down about, i cant remember a day gone by when i was actually happy to be me.
please anyone if you have been thru this please help me out
for many many years now have seen myself as been overweight, anytime i go out in public i cant handle seeing people skinnier than me it drags me right down in to a huge state of depression ive been told maybe to take anti depressants but im sure there is another way to make this stop, this interferes with me making friends even, i choose my friends on their appaearance and i know it sounds shallow of me but i couldnt handle hanging around drop dead gorgeous chicks because i would feel a constant depresssion, they make me feel like nothing... this is starting to interfere with my relationship becasue my boyfriend can not understand what i am so down about, i cant remember a day gone by when i was actually happy to be me.
please anyone if you have been thru this please help me out