BluMac81
Member
I'm 26... have experienced prolonged stress for years now (probably normal for this age) and have anxiety and depression issues. Lately, I'm been finding myself constantly "looking forward to" the good feelings I get from either being drunk or doing some smokeless tobacco (which gives me a buzz). I drink about ever other day these days since I became unemployed (but going to college), and usually binge drink when I do. It used to be only twice a week i'd do that, but I have so much time now... Same with the tobacco dip...I go through about 4 cans a week. It might be because i feel like my life is getting worse and worse, the future more hopeless, and thoughts of suicide are starting to run through my head. So naturally i don't like myself or my life so i don't respect my health and end up drinking, dipping, eating junk food or not eating...
Something has to break the cycle...
I wish I wasn't alone.
Something has to break the cycle...
I wish I wasn't alone.