Just depressed

[Thelostchild]

I'm lost in a world of madness, inner winding roads, and pathways with no endings. I don't feel anything. I'm just numb. I sit in my room with such gloom and sadness. My body just grows cold and numb. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters.

Is this what depression does to you? Makes you feel so many emotionsand you don't know why you feel them, or why they are there? I just don't get it. Its a nice day and I'm in a low mood irritable mood.

 

[David Baxter PhD]

Re: just depressed

Yes. That's a pretty good description of major depression, I'd say.

 

[Thelostchild]

Re: just depressed

Oh my that nice spelling em.

 

[David Baxter PhD]

Better now?

 

[Thelostchild]

Im sorry Im a bit confused as to your last post

 

[David Baxter PhD]

I thought you were lamenting your spelling in your first post, so I edited it to correct it.

 

[Thelostchild]

Thank you for doing that.

 

[Thelostchild]

oh man Im starting to have an anxiety attack I hate this I feel sick to my stomach, my heart racing,im shaking. stop stop. awful

 

[jkb]

Hope by now it has passed and that peace has returned.

 

[Thelostchild]

Nope i wish it did. Im feeling self destructive, I don't want to do thissss..