ladybug1966
Member
Hey everyone,
I've never really done anything like this, but I thought I would just introduce myself. I'm almost (a month away) 27 years old and just feel completely lost in this world. No matter what I do, am doing, or have done; I feel lost. I feel like I do not belong anywhere and everything I do isn't good enough for me or anyone. I do have have a therapist, whom is also my pdoc, but even that I feel is lacking. I just feel like life is going on living, but I'm just breathing.
About me: I do struggle with (what is now severe) depression and PTSD. I am also a purging anorexic. I was recovered, but have recently relapsed. I quit my job in February and also broke up with my boyfriend whom I was living with, which caused me to have to move to another city with my mother. I have been independent for about 10 years, so this is quite a change. Also, living with my mother is better than living on the streets which I did for a week, but it's definitely an added stressor. My support system doesn't really exist anywhere in my family or outside my family. I guess I'm just reaching out here to try to 'meet' people virtually that can try to understand me. My therapist and I are just, I have no idea. I was trying and I still do, but my motivation is lacking more and more each day. I'm currently just so tired, which is something I've said so much I really can't imagine saying anymore. I don't even know where I am or who I am anymore.
I hate to introduce myself with such a lousy, depressing note. I'm normally an upbeat, cheerful girl. I promise to come back with that face on a later date.
I hope ya'll have a great evening. I look forward to 'meeting' people!![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
I've never really done anything like this, but I thought I would just introduce myself. I'm almost (a month away) 27 years old and just feel completely lost in this world. No matter what I do, am doing, or have done; I feel lost. I feel like I do not belong anywhere and everything I do isn't good enough for me or anyone. I do have have a therapist, whom is also my pdoc, but even that I feel is lacking. I just feel like life is going on living, but I'm just breathing.
About me: I do struggle with (what is now severe) depression and PTSD. I am also a purging anorexic. I was recovered, but have recently relapsed. I quit my job in February and also broke up with my boyfriend whom I was living with, which caused me to have to move to another city with my mother. I have been independent for about 10 years, so this is quite a change. Also, living with my mother is better than living on the streets which I did for a week, but it's definitely an added stressor. My support system doesn't really exist anywhere in my family or outside my family. I guess I'm just reaching out here to try to 'meet' people virtually that can try to understand me. My therapist and I are just, I have no idea. I was trying and I still do, but my motivation is lacking more and more each day. I'm currently just so tired, which is something I've said so much I really can't imagine saying anymore. I don't even know where I am or who I am anymore.
I hate to introduce myself with such a lousy, depressing note. I'm normally an upbeat, cheerful girl. I promise to come back with that face on a later date.
I hope ya'll have a great evening. I look forward to 'meeting' people!