ty so much for replying..and caring..
i am ..holding up..trying to..
got really bad news..this morning...my friend..a dear one..one i have only known thru the computer/net and talking to her on the phone....(she is not from here./canada)..died..yesturday...unexepectedly..they think it might of been a heart defect she has had..
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i am supp. to write another fax..to dr. with this newest info...hoping ..that she will let me be re: the reduction in my xanax for now..until things..I settle..deal..with all..
i don't know even know where to begin to deal with this loss right now..she was so young..38..she was so kind..she was/is/has been my rock..my only friend for quite sometime now..that would talk to me..(she suffered from agora/anxiety to..)..i miss her..and i just..am overwhelmed at all..
My mom..doing bit better..still not so good..
gotta try to write a letter later..I can't do all right now..i don't think this is good time to to continue dropping my med..or maybe it is..or maybe i will have no choice..
sorry its jumbled..
ty for listiening
i am ..holding up..trying to..
got really bad news..this morning...my friend..a dear one..one i have only known thru the computer/net and talking to her on the phone....(she is not from here./canada)..died..yesturday...unexepectedly..they think it might of been a heart defect she has had..
i am supp. to write another fax..to dr. with this newest info...hoping ..that she will let me be re: the reduction in my xanax for now..until things..I settle..deal..with all..
i don't know even know where to begin to deal with this loss right now..she was so young..38..she was so kind..she was/is/has been my rock..my only friend for quite sometime now..that would talk to me..(she suffered from agora/anxiety to..)..i miss her..and i just..am overwhelmed at all..
My mom..doing bit better..still not so good..
gotta try to write a letter later..I can't do all right now..i don't think this is good time to to continue dropping my med..or maybe it is..or maybe i will have no choice..
sorry its jumbled..
ty for listiening