Lonewolf
Member
im no good at staying in the moment or letting myself feel the emotion! i have tried so many times! its just too much to cope with! there's no 'off switch'!! i know its just an emotion and that some say an emotion will pass! But what if they don't? what if they just build up, one on top of the other!! there's got to be a point where it gets near on impossible to take any more? well, thats where im at!! And the person that would have helped me through this has gone!! i feel totally on my own now!! i just need a hug from him, to feel safe!!! this life is so frightening without him!!
